I was a bit shocked and surprised but what ever challenges I can endure. Last month I got some unexpected news I was pregnant, I was thinking oh my goodness again. I have 4 kids already and now I am bringing another child into the world. As soon I got a grip on reality, told my best friend and my husband I felt at ease about the situation. I homeschool my children so, that means I am the Mother, teacher, principle, lunch room aid, disciplinarian, coach and friend. A normal person would think that it is too much but I thoroughly enjoy being with my children, I have free time when my spouse comes home and we have been getting better about understanding that it is normal to need a break at times.
True indeed this pregnancy was not planned and at first I was ashamed but then I thought about it I'm married. My husband supports the six of us now and another mouth to feed will be ok, I still have a lot of items from my daughter whom will be two in a few weeks and I have a lot of support from my family and friends. At that moment I realized that this will all be ok and that God does not make mistakes. Even though this baby was unplanned, I know whatever the outcome I will persevere.
All things from God are already written and we are merely a piece of the puzzle. We are not supposed to lean on our own understandings but trust in the lord. AMEN
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