Wow Not relying on your own understandings is amazing.... I mean when you finally let go and let God the rewards and blessings that follow are incredible. God heard my prayers I cried day and night questioning God why was everyone around me getting New things like homes or cars but I was stuck. I started to feel like I was worthless I mean we are a family of 6 and having to live in some one else's home was definitely not on my list. I prayed to God for a solution but I did something wrong I expected a solution (right now) on my own time. I remember crying about my living circumstances to my friends and even to other family members, when one day I was reminded that at least I have somewhere to lay my head at night and cook meals.
God knows the heart and he knows what is needed, when to provide it and how much we can take. I want to praise God and thank him for the constant reminders that #1 I am not alone, #2 Trust in his word and most importantly of all after all of my 29 years on Earth I finally have patience. I am a true living testament of how relying on your own understandings and trying to make your own paths do not work. I am blessed to say that I have the opportunity to be alive and have learned from my former bad decision making. Praise God that with diligence, supplication, prayer and patience we have found a home our home a perfect price, location and fit for us. We will be close enough to our family if we need any help but far enough that no one can just drop by when ever they would like to. Proverbs 3:5- Trust in the LORD with all of your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. I whole heartedly believe in this scripture and now have a divine since of relief.
It is amazing to me that God just knows your heart before all of us were born or even thought of our lives were mapped out Start to Finish. Our God is literally Awesome I just want to thank him for all of the blessings that we have gotten thus far and all of the lessons and blessings we will have yet to come. If you are feeling down and alone remember that your storm is temporary it is a nudge a shoulder tap from the LORD turn around, turn towards me. The LORD requests your presence and needs your love so that he may bless you with great abundance. Us as people we are not meant to struggle and just barely make it by.. I urge you to change something in your life and read the bible get closer to GOD and your situation WILL change.
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